Back to daily routines

It's been a week since my holiday was over. Jadi, balik lagi ke rutinitas sebelumnya. Harus bangun lebih pagi, pulangnya lebih sore, karna les juga udah mulai lagi, tambah sibuk sama school's stuffs, dan............harus ngerelain tidur panjang di hari Sabtu pagi karna pm. GAH! But I'm veryvery pleasure to meet my friends at school. Umm there're good at making me laugh out load :D

Hmmm what do I wanna say? I'm confuse. Haha. Ignore this... -_-

Ah. Yes. I'm in grade ninth already. So, the national-examination will be coming. On April 25th. I must be ready for that. But it seems like I haven't been ready yet. Well, my dad&mum, sister&brother, teachers, and friends will help me to study harder for the national-examination. Wish me luck, bloggers!!!!!!! <3

MMXL

Glückliches Neues Jahr!!!

Ah, I can't believe it that 2011 is already here. Well, I have a lot of
wishes in 2011. And I hope they will come true :)

I wish 2011 is so much better than 2010. Amin.

Who's birthday today?

Hi, peeps! Today is 31st of December 2010. Wow the times really goes so fast. 2010 is almost over, and 2011 is ready to come. Bytheway, I wanna show you the birthday girls today. Who's them? Let's see!

First, she's Fatchi Rihadatul Aisy (Riha).
Yepp she's my cousin. She's 15th years old now. But, she's in the same grade with me. Dia itu orangnya baikbanget. Kalo ada masalah apa2, gue lebih nyaman cerita ke dia daripada orang rumah. Pokoknya dia sepupu yang paling deket sama guelah. Selain bisa jadi temen curhat, dia juga bisa jadi temen buat adu bacot HAHA. Seru deh pokoknya kalo udah menggila sama dia. Here she is..

Second, she's Rakhmi Fatharani (Rakhmi).
She's my jhs schoolmate. Gapernah sekelas di sekolah tapi jadi lumayan deket semenjak sekelas di maes. Dia orangnya lucubanget! Apalagi pipinya yang tembem itu HEHE *maafkanakurakhmi*. Dia juga baikbanget. Oh iya, masa ternyata kita punya impian yang sama loh. Waktu itu pas di maes, kita kan sebangku, abis itu ngerumpi tentang masa depan. Jadi, kita tuh abis dari 85 pengen lgsg pindah ke sebelah, yaitu SMAN 34 Jakarta. Pas udh 3thn di 34, kita mau kuliah di UI sampe S1. Abis itu lanjutin S2 di Inggris deh *aminyarabbalalamin*. Do you wanna see this girl? Here she is..

Happy birthday for them. I wish all the best for them. Longevity, be a better person, be more diligent to pray, be more grateful, and all of their dreams come true, and...........etc which are the best. For Rakhmi, I also wish you longlast with your boyf, Hadi :p


Once more, happy birthday, girlsssssssss (dek Riha & Rakhmi)!! I love y'all ♥

All I wanna say is......sorry

Maaf ya mungkin kata-kata gue terlalu dalem apa gimana. Gue tau kok lu pasti kaget pas baca, kok gue bisa sampe segininya.. Sebelumnya, makasih banget ya udah mau ngertiin gue. I want you to know that I didn't mean to end this friendship. I just need more time to understand this feeling. My own feeling. People said that the time can heal the scars. Nah, itu yang mau gue coba ke diri gue sendiri. Mungkin dengan gue diem untuk sementara waktu, rasa kesel gue bisa ilang sedikit demi sedikit. Ah satu lagi, the one I want to forget is my pain, not you. So, do not think that I want to end this friendship. Don't feel very guilty. It's also my false. I'm so sorry for being too sensitive, too selfish, and also too childish. Sorry. Do you want to forgive me? :(

Payahnya diriku~

Rasanya mau lupain semua tapi gabisa. Setiap ngeliat ada tweetnya dia di timeline, ada nama dia di list chat fb, ada postingan baru dia di dasbor blog/tumblr langsung keinget kejadian itu. Gatau gimana rasanya. Pengen nangis tapi gamau nangis. Pengen teriak tapi gatau mau teriak dimana. Nyesek kan. These all hurt me. I'm so sick of these. Look at this picture.

Itu yang gue rasain sekarang.... Kalo tau bakal gini, mending dari dulu gapernah kenal aja. Gausah deket aja. Ah mudah2an bisa ganyesek lagi kalo inget2 itu. Have fun with ur friends ya!

If you were me

Have you ever think what will you do if you were me... Knowing that you're having fun there with 'em. You didn't even greet me. These all hurt me. Thanks for the pain. Thanks for everything.

I've always been the kind of girl
That hid my face
So afraid to tell the world
What I've got to say
But I have this dream
Right inside of me
I'm gonna let it show, it's time
To let you know
To let you know

This is real, this is me
I'm exactly where I'm supposed to be, now
Gonna let the light, shine on me
Now I've found, who I am
There's no way to hold it in
No more hiding who I want to be
This is me

-This Is Me, Demi Lovato