Friday 31 December 2010

Who's birthday today?

Hi, peeps! Today is 31st of December 2010. Wow the times really goes so fast. 2010 is almost over, and 2011 is ready to come. Bytheway, I wanna show you the birthday girls today. Who's them? Let's see!

First, she's Fatchi Rihadatul Aisy (Riha).
Yepp she's my cousin. She's 15th years old now. But, she's in the same grade with me. Dia itu orangnya baikbanget. Kalo ada masalah apa2, gue lebih nyaman cerita ke dia daripada orang rumah. Pokoknya dia sepupu yang paling deket sama guelah. Selain bisa jadi temen curhat, dia juga bisa jadi temen buat adu bacot HAHA. Seru deh pokoknya kalo udah menggila sama dia. Here she is..




Second, she's Rakhmi Fatharani (Rakhmi).
She's my jhs schoolmate. Gapernah sekelas di sekolah tapi jadi lumayan deket semenjak sekelas di maes. Dia orangnya lucubanget! Apalagi pipinya yang tembem itu HEHE *maafkanakurakhmi*. Dia juga baikbanget. Oh iya, masa ternyata kita punya impian yang sama loh. Waktu itu pas di maes, kita kan sebangku, abis itu ngerumpi tentang masa depan. Jadi, kita tuh abis dari 85 pengen lgsg pindah ke sebelah, yaitu SMAN 34 Jakarta. Pas udh 3thn di 34, kita mau kuliah di UI sampe S1. Abis itu lanjutin S2 di Inggris deh *aminyarabbalalamin*. Do you wanna see this girl? Here she is..






Happy birthday for them. I wish all the best for them. Longevity, be a better person, be more diligent to pray, be more grateful, and all of their dreams come true, and...........etc which are the best. For Rakhmi, I also wish you longlast with your boyf, Hadi :p


Once more, happy birthday, girlsssssssss (dek Riha & Rakhmi)!! I love y'all




Wednesday 29 December 2010

All I wanna say is......sorry

Maaf ya mungkin kata-kata gue terlalu dalem apa gimana. Gue tau kok lu pasti kaget pas baca, kok gue bisa sampe segininya.. Sebelumnya, makasih banget ya udah mau ngertiin gue. I want you to know that I didn't mean to end this friendship. I just need more time to understand this feeling. My own feeling. People said that the time can heal the scars. Nah, itu yang mau gue coba ke diri gue sendiri. Mungkin dengan gue diem untuk sementara waktu, rasa kesel gue bisa ilang sedikit demi sedikit. Ah satu lagi, the one I want to forget is my pain, not you. So, do not think that I want to end this friendship. Don't feel very guilty. It's also my false. I'm so sorry for being too sensitive, too selfish, and also too childish. Sorry. Do you want to forgive me? :(



Monday 27 December 2010

Payahnya diriku~

Rasanya mau lupain semua tapi gabisa. Setiap ngeliat ada tweetnya dia di timeline, ada nama dia di list chat fb, ada postingan baru dia di dasbor blog/tumblr langsung keinget kejadian itu. Gatau gimana rasanya. Pengen nangis tapi gamau nangis. Pengen teriak tapi gatau mau teriak dimana. Nyesek kan. These all hurt me. I'm so sick of these. Look at this picture.

Itu yang gue rasain sekarang.... Kalo tau bakal gini, mending dari dulu gapernah kenal aja. Gausah deket aja. Ah mudah2an bisa ganyesek lagi kalo inget2 itu. Have fun with ur friends ya!



Sunday 26 December 2010

If you were me

Have you ever think what will you do if you were me... Knowing that you're having fun there with 'em. You didn't even greet me. These all hurt me. Thanks for the pain. Thanks for everything.




Saturday 25 December 2010

I've always been the kind of girl
That hid my face
So afraid to tell the world
What I've got to say
But I have this dream
Right inside of me
I'm gonna let it show, it's time
To let you know
To let you know

This is real, this is me
I'm exactly where I'm supposed to be, now
Gonna let the light, shine on me
Now I've found, who I am
There's no way to hold it in
No more hiding who I want to be
This is me

-This Is Me, Demi Lovato




R▲NDOM pt. 2


I want this bedroom... I want his so badly... T_T


Thursday 23 December 2010

R▲NDOM




I wonder to be able to fly like those ballons. Every time when I got mad or when I got a problem that makes me feel so upset, I just wanna go. Go to the sky...... Go with the wind.....
But in the real, we can't be like that. If we had a problem, all we have to do is just face it. No matter how complicated the problem is, we must face it. Don't be afraid. Just be strong. I believe that God's always here, with us, helping us, and bless us. :D



Sunday 19 December 2010

Holiday is COMING!

Yeaaaay! Finally, the holiday's comin'! Btw, my mum took my report yesterday, and..... the result is so-so u,u nothing's special..
I hope that my holiday will be full of happiness and fun, of course.

But....................................... I'm remembering when I was spending my december's holiday last year. I went to my grandma's house and I was having alot of fun there with my cuzns. And I think this holiday will be different. I don't go to my grandma's.

Gahhhhhhhh.... I just can wish that my holiday will be FUN!

Well, I hv to go now bcause I've told what I wanted to. Okay, thanks for reading. Bye! :3


Saturday 4 December 2010

Assalamu'alaikum. Hari ini hari sabtu ya? Well, kemaren ulum udah mulai. Abis itu tadi pagi ke sekolah, ada pm, trus abis dari sekolah ke maes, ada pm juga buat ulum hari senin besok. Wish me luck yeaaaaaah☺ Mudah2an hasilnya bisa bikin orangtua bangga, aminnnn...
Eh iya, besok harus ke maes lagi, pm lagi. Okayokay. Harus jaga badan biar tetep fit, soalnya seminggu full ke luar rumah. Gaada istirahat. Huhu poor meh.

Payah ya. Padahal di cim udah ada harrypotter, tapi masa gue blm nonton. Sial. Gue kalah sama cim. HAHAAAAAAAA *stress*
Udah ah itu aja ya. Jgn lupa doakan aku untuk ulangan umum ya! Dadah. ♥