Monday, 4 November 2013

(very) Late Post!!!

WHOAAA it's been more than a month since my last post here. Of course, I have been thru a lot of things. Let's say... midtest, TO BTA, SHINee's comeback (lol! just ignore this please) and others. The one thing that I wanna share to you friends' gift for me as I was turning 17 last Sept.

Now, let me tell you about a group that called "Jombis". It's a group that 9 of my close friends and I made on whatsapp. Nine of us are all single, and we are all on the 12th grade now, where we should study like crazy for all of the 12th graders' thingy. That's why we call it "Jombis", "Jombis" stands for JOMblo amBIS. But, lately, we misspelled Jombis to Jompis, sounds more simple yet relaxed. Here we are, the members: Fira, Hani, Egi, Peem, Mila, Nilam, Farah, Ucup, and me.
It was actually on 22nd Oct, after school, there were Jompis giving me the present. Honestly, I wasn't that surprised because of something had happened several days before that day hehehehehehehe^^ (I love you guys, Jompis :*) But, believe me, as I knew what the gift was, I was sooooooooooooooo happy just like a crybaby got a bottle of milk! Even until now, I'm still happy and grateful too XD
Briefly, this is what Jompis gave me:

Could you imagine how glad am I???????
Aaaaaaah I just wanna say thank all of my friends, especially my dear Jompis, for all of those presents. THANK YOU SO MUCH GUYS
I feel blessed and also so grateful to have friends like all of you, guys. Hope we will be better and success for all!!! :):):)

BTW, I'M SO HAPPY AS WELL BECAUSE OF SHINEE's COMEBACK WITH THEIR 5TH MINI ALBUM 'EVERYBODY'!!! All of the songs (esp. Symptoms), the Everybody&Symptoms's choreography, the MV,  I just loooooooooove everything! It's a MUST for you to open this link trust me, it's so WOW :)
I guess...............I can't stop fangirling because of this. Just hope that I can manage my time well, so, I can keep focus on my study. I think that's for now. Good night!

the fangirl,

Saturday, 28 September 2013

17 and still counting.. (late post)

Hi guys!
The girl who owns this blog is officially 17th years old since last Monday hehehe
Alhamdulillahirobbil aalamiin... I'm soooo thankful that Allah still give me a lot of blessings even until now :) alhamdulillah... Actually, I have lots of wishes for this year but the main are I wish my family and I (and everyone) keep healthy, and have good years ahead, aamiin...
Have a great day, people! :)

Wednesday, 14 August 2013

Ied Mubarak 1434 H

First, I wanna greet you all with... Happy Ied Mubarak!!!! Please forgive all my wrongdoing, and may we can be the better person. Aamiin
I just got back yesterday from my grandma's house, in Bojonegoro, East Java. Guess what? I had a 25 hour trip guys!!! Can you imagine that?? 25 hours in the tired and bored it is, right? But, I shouldn't nag because my tiredness wasn't as much as the drivers' hehehe I just sleeping all day long while my dad, my sister, and my cousin had to drive in turns.
And now, I wanna tell you how was it going to me at my grandma's house. I arrived there on August 6th about 3 a.m. Feels so weird because I arrived at my grandma's house but my grandma wasn't there anymore. Like what I post before, it feels so different. There was just my uncle, his wife, and his only daughter, Aca. 
Well, I spent my Ied Mubarak day there with all of my big family from my mother. Unlike the previous Ied Mubarak-where the main event was held in my grandma's house-this year, our family had to go to my grandma's lil' brother's house. For me, it was such a big change. And it feels really odd. 
Ah! There was a match between Real Madrid vs Chelsea too! So, me and my cousins were busy watching that match instead of having shake hands as ask for forgiveness to the whole family lol just kidding. And you guys can wonder how happy and satisfied am I when Real Madrid wins 3-1 :D :D :D :D
I really had a great time with my cousins. Having debate for each other's fav football club, playing UNO, watching movies really helped me with my own sadness and emptyness feeling because my grandma's wasn't there anymore with us. I really miss her. Even I was at her house, I was still missing her.
On the 3rd day of Eid Mubarak, I went to my dad's sister's house to spending time with my big family from my dad. It was fun too playing with a lot of kids. Actually, those kids are my cousins' children. 
All I can say is alhamdulillah. I feel so blessed. I still can breathe and spend my holiday time with my whole family. I think I'll end up my story here. 
And here I am......still on working to make my dream comes true..being accepted on medical school in UI/UNPAD/UNDIP. Aamiin..
I hope I can stop fangirling and focus on my study. Wish me tons of luck, guys! Thanks for now, bye!

Friday, 2 August 2013


Gak ada semangat mudik
Karena bakal gak liat seseorang lagi
Bakal gak salim sama tangan kurus dan halus yang itu lagi
Bakal gak denger suara lembut itu lagi
Bakal gak liat senyum itu lagi
Yang selalu bikin tenang
Yang selalu bikin hati tentram
Yang selalu jadi es selagi di tempat panas
Gak bakal ada lagi yang selalu paling pagi bangun buat siapin sahur
Gak bakal ada lagi yang selalu berangkat ke masjid duluan tapi pulang selalu paling terakhir
Gak bakal ada lagi yang selalu nempatin shaf perempuan paling depan di tengah agak ke kiri
Gak bakal ada lagi yang selalu bawa sajadah yang motifnya mirip sarang lebah
Gak bakal ada lagi yang selalu repot nyiapin oleh-oleh buat balik ke Jakarta lagi
Gak sombong
Gak cerewet
Gak suka ngeluh
Gak banyak ngomong
Tapi justru beliau yang bikin kami sangat nyaman di sana
Tapi justru beliau yang bikin kami gak sabar bulan Ramadhan
Tapi justru beliau yang bikin kami mau dateng ke sana setiap liburan

Baru ngebayangin aja udah terasa

Sunday, 21 July 2013

Good morning, people! Alhamdulillah we've been through 13 days of Ramadhan :) today, I wanna share my story that happened this week.
Start from July 15th, that was my first day as a 12th grader. Yep, I came back to school after 2 weeks holiday. I was soooooooooooooo happy because I could meet up with my friends again, esp Sarah, my bestfriend, and the one who fangirling about SHINee with me. Sadly, she's no longer my chairmate in my new class - XII IPA A - because now, we got different classes. And yes! We talked so much about SHINee and Taemin like we used to. Besides happy and excited, I was so lil' bit afraid because this is the last year of high school. But, I hope I can do all my best so that I can make my dream comes true. Amin ya Allah..
I'll skip July 16th - 18th because there's nothing special on those days.
On July 19th..................I got a message from my sister. She said that my brother had been accepted in Electrical Engineering UI. Alhamdulillah. Alhamdulillahirrabbil 'alamiin.
Of course, I was so glad to knew that. He don't need to live in Surabaya, which is so far away from my home, here, in Pamulang.
And yesterday, finally, I had breakfasting with my family again after 5 days I always did that without my family in my "boarding house".
At conclusion, I wanna thank God for those nice moments that He gave me. I feel blessed, and thankful. Alhamdulillahirobbil alamin...

Tuesday, 9 July 2013


Hi everyone!! Long time no see u after all these lazy times for blogging. So, here I am with bunches of stories to tell :)

Yes, I'm one of Taemin fans and yes, I didn't like it when Taemin was annouced to be in WGM (We Got Married, a korean tv show which pairs up Korean celebrities to show what life would be like if they were married) with a girl named Naeun from a girlgroup called A-Pink. But now, watching Taemin and Naeun is like addicting and I want them to be forever on WGM lol this kinda fool but they're just sooooooooooo cute and super-duperly adorable together and they brighten up my mood. The main thing is, I love Taeun!
(one of their photoshoots for complete the WGM's mission)

Alhamdulillah... Yesterday, the SBMPTN announcement was out brother got accepted in ITS (Institut Teknologi Sepuluh Nopember, Surabaya). He got accepted on Material&Metallurgy Engineering. Congratulation, my brother!!! :)

Omg. Holiday is almost over and on July 15th 2013, I'll be back to school as a 12th grader! It means this is my last year as a high school student! I'm gonna through all those tryouts, all those exams, and....I'm gonna enter a university next year!!!!!! Ya Allah....please help me to through this hard time and I hope that I'll be accepted on medical school in one of university that have a good grade for it's medical school next year. Amin. Wish me tons of luck, guys!!! :D

So, what did I do yesterday? I went to Dina's house. As you know, she is one of my best friend. I have known her for 9 years, since we went to the same school, but we were getting closer for these 3 years, since we were on the same class on the 9th grade. It was been 6 months we didn't meet up and finally, yesterday, I went to her house and got lots of laughters! We were watching Dating Agency Cryano (where Taemin was there as cameo), WGM (of course Taeun), and lil' bit of EXO's video (I REALLY don't like that group, but, since Dina forces me to watch her bias-Chanyeol-so.....what can I do-_-). And as usual, we were sharing about ourselves thoughts, experiences, and targets. This is why I love her. She's not only can be a person that get insane together with me but she also can be like an older sister who always encouraging me, tells me which is right and wrong, tells me what sould I do and cheer me up while I'm having a hard time. I hope that this friendship will last forever
(picts that we taken yesterday)

Subhanallah...... The holy month's here. And I thank God that He still gave me chance to  meet this holy month again. Alhamdulillah. Happy fasting, people! Hope we can do the best for this Ramadhan and we can be better person than before :)

Sunday, 7 April 2013

Happy birthday, Ibu!!!

I'm sorry I can't be the best, and now I can't even give you the good scores on my subjects:(
I'm really sorry..
I make you dissapointed
I make you sad
I make you hold your tears all alone
I'm really sorry, Mom..
Besides that,
I'm very thankful that I have the greatest woman that any children could ever have
As you turning 42 today, I wish you all the best
Good health, happy life, and stay patient facing ur children XD
I'm so bad at making beautiful words, but..I really hope you know how much I love you

Love you to the moon and back, Ibu!