Wednesday, 14 August 2013

Ied Mubarak 1434 H

First, I wanna greet you all with... Happy Ied Mubarak!!!! Please forgive all my wrongdoing, and may we can be the better person. Aamiin
I just got back yesterday from my grandma's house, in Bojonegoro, East Java. Guess what? I had a 25 hour trip guys!!! Can you imagine that?? 25 hours in the tired and bored it is, right? But, I shouldn't nag because my tiredness wasn't as much as the drivers' hehehe I just sleeping all day long while my dad, my sister, and my cousin had to drive in turns.
And now, I wanna tell you how was it going to me at my grandma's house. I arrived there on August 6th about 3 a.m. Feels so weird because I arrived at my grandma's house but my grandma wasn't there anymore. Like what I post before, it feels so different. There was just my uncle, his wife, and his only daughter, Aca. 
Well, I spent my Ied Mubarak day there with all of my big family from my mother. Unlike the previous Ied Mubarak-where the main event was held in my grandma's house-this year, our family had to go to my grandma's lil' brother's house. For me, it was such a big change. And it feels really odd. 
Ah! There was a match between Real Madrid vs Chelsea too! So, me and my cousins were busy watching that match instead of having shake hands as ask for forgiveness to the whole family lol just kidding. And you guys can wonder how happy and satisfied am I when Real Madrid wins 3-1 :D :D :D :D
I really had a great time with my cousins. Having debate for each other's fav football club, playing UNO, watching movies really helped me with my own sadness and emptyness feeling because my grandma's wasn't there anymore with us. I really miss her. Even I was at her house, I was still missing her.
On the 3rd day of Eid Mubarak, I went to my dad's sister's house to spending time with my big family from my dad. It was fun too playing with a lot of kids. Actually, those kids are my cousins' children. 
All I can say is alhamdulillah. I feel so blessed. I still can breathe and spend my holiday time with my whole family. I think I'll end up my story here. 
And here I am......still on working to make my dream comes true..being accepted on medical school in UI/UNPAD/UNDIP. Aamiin..
I hope I can stop fangirling and focus on my study. Wish me tons of luck, guys! Thanks for now, bye!

Friday, 2 August 2013


Gak ada semangat mudik
Karena bakal gak liat seseorang lagi
Bakal gak salim sama tangan kurus dan halus yang itu lagi
Bakal gak denger suara lembut itu lagi
Bakal gak liat senyum itu lagi
Yang selalu bikin tenang
Yang selalu bikin hati tentram
Yang selalu jadi es selagi di tempat panas
Gak bakal ada lagi yang selalu paling pagi bangun buat siapin sahur
Gak bakal ada lagi yang selalu berangkat ke masjid duluan tapi pulang selalu paling terakhir
Gak bakal ada lagi yang selalu nempatin shaf perempuan paling depan di tengah agak ke kiri
Gak bakal ada lagi yang selalu bawa sajadah yang motifnya mirip sarang lebah
Gak bakal ada lagi yang selalu repot nyiapin oleh-oleh buat balik ke Jakarta lagi
Gak sombong
Gak cerewet
Gak suka ngeluh
Gak banyak ngomong
Tapi justru beliau yang bikin kami sangat nyaman di sana
Tapi justru beliau yang bikin kami gak sabar bulan Ramadhan
Tapi justru beliau yang bikin kami mau dateng ke sana setiap liburan

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