Payahnya diriku~

Rasanya mau lupain semua tapi gabisa. Setiap ngeliat ada tweetnya dia di timeline, ada nama dia di list chat fb, ada postingan baru dia di dasbor blog/tumblr langsung keinget kejadian itu. Gatau gimana rasanya. Pengen nangis tapi gamau nangis. Pengen teriak tapi gatau mau teriak dimana. Nyesek kan. These all hurt me. I'm so sick of these. Look at this picture.

Itu yang gue rasain sekarang.... Kalo tau bakal gini, mending dari dulu gapernah kenal aja. Gausah deket aja. Ah mudah2an bisa ganyesek lagi kalo inget2 itu. Have fun with ur friends ya!

If you were me

Have you ever think what will you do if you were me... Knowing that you're having fun there with 'em. You didn't even greet me. These all hurt me. Thanks for the pain. Thanks for everything.

I've always been the kind of girl
That hid my face
So afraid to tell the world
What I've got to say
But I have this dream
Right inside of me
I'm gonna let it show, it's time
To let you know
To let you know

This is real, this is me
I'm exactly where I'm supposed to be, now
Gonna let the light, shine on me
Now I've found, who I am
There's no way to hold it in
No more hiding who I want to be
This is me

-This Is Me, Demi Lovato

R▲NDOM pt. 2

I want this bedroom... I want his so badly... T_T

R▲NDOM

I wonder to be able to fly like those ballons. Every time when I got mad or when I got a problem that makes me feel so upset, I just wanna go. Go to the sky...... Go with the wind.....
But in the real, we can't be like that. If we had a problem, all we have to do is just face it. No matter how complicated the problem is, we must face it. Don't be afraid. Just be strong. I believe that God's always here, with us, helping us, and bless us. :D

Holiday is COMING!

Yeaaaay! Finally, the holiday's comin'! Btw, my mum took my report yesterday, and..... the result is so-so u,u nothing's special..

I hope that my holiday will be full of happiness and fun, of course.

But....................................... I'm remembering when I was spending my december's holiday last year. I went to my grandma's house and I was having alot of fun there with my cuzns. And I think this holiday will be different. I don't go to my grandma's.

Gahhhhhhhh.... I just can wish that my holiday will be FUN!

Well, I hv to go now bcause I've told what I wanted to. Okay, thanks for reading. Bye! :3

Assalamu'alaikum. Hari ini hari sabtu ya? Well, kemaren ulum udah mulai. Abis itu tadi pagi ke sekolah, ada pm, trus abis dari sekolah ke maes, ada pm juga buat ulum hari senin besok. Wish me luck yeaaaaaah☺ Mudah2an hasilnya bisa bikin orangtua bangga, aminnnn...

Eh iya, besok harus ke maes lagi, pm lagi. Okayokay. Harus jaga badan biar tetep fit, soalnya seminggu full ke luar rumah. Gaada istirahat. Huhu poor meh.

Payah ya. Padahal di cim udah ada harrypotter, tapi masa gue blm nonton. Sial. Gue kalah sama cim. HAHAAAAAAAA *stress*

Udah ah itu aja ya. Jgn lupa doakan aku untuk ulangan umum ya! Dadah. ♥